Jumat, 27 September 2013

Boredom

Not that there's nothing to do
Not that there's no one to talk to
Just that there is nothing I wanna do
Just that I have no mood to do a thing

I'm simply bored of this life
This life which some of you call a blessing
This life which some of you call a curse
This life which some of you enjoy
This life which some of you hate



Senin, 06 Mei 2013

Broken me not


Broken me not


Sometimes it's just cruel to pretend you don't know things
Sometimes it's just cruel to ask the thing you don't really wanna know

Even so, the cruelest thing you did to me is when you just plainly ignore me
Ignore me like I'm not there to begin with
Ignore me like I'm nothing in your life

You're everything to me, yet I'm nothing to you
You said you need me, yet you ignore me

This heart of mine shattered into pieces
Mend it if you can
Fix it with your love

You do know that it's impossible, don't you?
and I do know that you're not in love with me

I'm tired of this heart you shattered and never try to mend
I want to break free from this broken heart

Yes. I know how to get out from this living hell
Death.


A smile slowly bloomed across her thin lips
The thought of death somehow comfort her ruined heart

Jes


Short note:
A little bit explaination of this unclear...
well, everything is unclear.
if u found a clear things, it's called, ilmu pasti.as in MATH
Tough luck! my writings are not MATH.hahaha
I should write one.here we go
1+1 = 2
Happy?
Enough with the chit chat
So, the woman is in a serious relationship with the man.
(whether they're married or not is unclear, obviously)
cerita gak jelas itu seru buat ditulis, people.so bear with me.lol

Anyway, the point is
her lover ignore her, it's like she's not there
maybe he doesn't love her
maybe he just doesnt know what to say to her
tpi ya apapn alasannya, he hurts her so much it shattered her heart

this ignoring activity or wht she feels as ignoring, make her feel no love from her lover.

this ignoring activity also make her wish her own death
*nice font there right?for the death word.I spent quite much finding tht font.lol

I'm not trying to write sad love story all the time with sad ending u know.

I just feel like it.

May all of you find a love which doesn't shatter your heart :)


Yes. I know many wont read this note

But whether you read this note or not, my wish stay true to all of you